Of the Jerks and Janes in the world

Turned on comment moderation cause some jerks are spamming my comment box with links to scams and scandalous and virus-loaded sites! Darn you! Go spam those famous blogs and leave mine alone! Grrr...

Since i'm posting, might as well rant on about something i have in mind......

I've seen quite a number of posts on how to please your girlfriend/boyfriend on fb and blogs... but somehow i am quite pissed off at a number of them. Maybe is because of my own tak-apa personality, i find some things mentioned are really redundant.

Girls nowadays are so demanding! On the other hand, maybe is the guys that are getting d*** in handling girls. Or the girls that are d*** in choosing all the d*** guys, vice versa. Asterisked so as not to offend anyone. (yea being sarcastic)

Anyway, not to say that i'm not demanding as well. Just that i compromise, instead of whining there about how not to make girls angry. Seriously. If you think of your partner so badly, why are you still with him/her?

p/s: In case you do not understand my title, Jane = girl in general, as in plain Jane; Janes = many girls in general. Well, you get me.

Another mystery solved...

Ah~ It's great to be alone at home. Blasting the music, singing and dancing to it as i wish. Oh yea!

Some time ago i posted a link to my fb page, about a girl with long fringe, and she converted it into a short front fringe. Here let me show you the video again.

Gahh... it's not a youtube video so i don't know how to embed it here. Here's the link, hopefully you can access it.

Anyway, since kf was not convinced it was possible... i decided to demonstrate to him to show him part of the wonder world girls are living in.

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Before and After

Yay no need waste money go hairdresser! Btw shoulder length hair so hard to maintain, it curls up... =(

(Although i do think these tricks really shouldn't let guys know, else the mystery behind it will be revealed and no more attractiveness. Bah.)

[insert rojak feelings here]

Know the feeling when you are feeling kinda boring-ish, emo-ish, alone, and you decided to put on some music and all the songs that come out are so emo, just drags you further down that pit of (bore)doom? (LOL @ pun)

T___T

Final Year Project

Here's what i've been working on.

Just kidding.

Kraken appears!

ROARRRR!

Existence out of confidence?

I find it amusing on how people react on certain things, people's little actions, people's behavior and habits... I always have a little faith on this saying, that whenever you are, there is someone who is watching you. They are actually meaning literally as in at any moment, there is one person that sees you with his/her eyes. He/she might be just giving you a glance, doesn't really need to see you in the eye, but they notice your existence.

It might sound kinda creepy, but if you look at it in another perspective, it means that nobody is ever transparent. Someone is watching at you every moment, therefore you don't need to feel upset or depressed when you think that nobody cares about you or nobody notices you. In another way it does seem as if it is just a self-conscious behavior aka being "perasan", but i believe being self-conscious and having such thinking is better than being depressed about one's insignificant existence.

Could i now conclude that, people who gives out that confidence aura that just makes you say, "Wow, look at him/her! How does he/she do it?" are just people who are damn perasan?

Thus i shall suggest a way for those people who want to become a more confident person, which is to start building up a thick face to repel and block all criticism.

Wait, i think i just contradicted my own statement. *slaps forehead. Confident people are those that are not self-conscious AT ALL.

No, wait. That's not true either. They might seem confident to others but are actually very self-conscious about their every move.

I don't get it. Oh well. Thoughts going astray... Do enlighten me if you know which is which.

p/s: I finished Lovely Complex over the weekend. It's good. Recommended for people who need a good laugh, to get emotionally stirred (in a good way), who have a thing for slapstick comedy (kind of..), or just to enjoy a good anime. In the genre of high school life, romance, drama, humor. People who enjoyed Ouran High School would love this.

Lovely Complex saves the day

I was watching Boku ga Ita and got all gloomy cause the storyline progresses so slow in anime compared to manga and also because i already knew how the story goes, so i ditched the anime and watched this "Lovely Complex" anime from the same person who uploaded "Boku ga Ita". 5 minutes into the first episode of Lovely Complex i realized i read the manga before too. I'm now into the second episode and am loving every second of it. Really cracks me up, anime version is better than the manga! And i'm lately into crazy stuff like this youtube video i watched from my friend's FB profile in which a guy just dances around crazily in only an underwear and towel around it. Hilarious.

Yea. So my mood's a bit better i guess. Here's a few teasers. Do check it out and tell me if you share my humor or not.

Exaggerated but funny, just what i need.

Words can kill, so i chose to remain silent.

Been having terrible mood swings. Handed in my draft thesis on Friday and thought that i would be relieved and could go out and have some fun. Well i did went out to meet some old friends from A-levels whom i haven't seen for quite some time. Somehow things didn't go as expected. While they were arguing on whom's fault is it, i couldn't help but blame myself for assuming things. A square and circle just won't fit together and i should have realize that earlier and not think that it was going to be okay.

Today isn't any better. I felt restricted. Felt as if my presence is stopping the world from revolving. Felt as if i am a nuisance. Like it would be better without me. I hate living in such conditions. Everything is restricted. Like being in a cage.

You said that it don't matter whether both of you are present or not, we won't even notice. Would i not notice you with your smell flooding the whole house? Did you think i won't mind it? I have been patient regarding this matter for so long, but it's starting to get on my nerves lately. I think of my future. I think of whether i could live such days for the next 20, 30 years. I want to tell you in the face one day, " I have it enough. I can't stand this anymore. You are why i am leaving. Blame yourself for the grief of others. " I want to do it so badly. One day i just might. But i tell myself. How many out there who doesn't. Do i really want to be restricted by such matters? People will leave one day. Could i not just wait? But no. I don't want to think so. This hurts people. I feel discontented.

Blame it on the hormones. The mood swings. Lack of sleep. Whatever. But right now, i just want to get this all out.

I am not contented.